Sunday, February 28, 2010
Blues Sunday
Best activity of the day is sleep and dream. However, my sleep was interrupted by an anonymous text message. Ughh....
"Salam. Sihat?"
"W'salam. Siapa ni?"
"mmm..Bfren lama pun dah tak ingat dah ni hehe"
"agak2 la"
I get annoyed. I tied to continue sleeping but it wasn't as I thought. Coz my mind still thinking who was sending message to me earlier....was it wrong number or it is by someone that I know. Hmmm....never mind. I just let it go when my eyes slowly close and I continue sleeping.
Not that long, my phone rings...arrghhhh..another interruption.
Notwithstanding, I get excited when I hear the voice and asking if I still remember. Never that I had in mind that the voice owner would have called me today or ever. I get astonished that I thought I will never hear from him again.
Thank you God.
"Hi, how are you?"
"Good. I am good."
And I will be good and never felt better...
p/s: KisahCintaKlasik | my heart pounding dreamin' of you..
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Feelings
It's so indescribable
Earlier today...
I felt everything associated with the good ones
Now...
I felt everything associated with the no good ones
I asked myself
Why does human changes their behavior in split second?
Why they can show love and simply with ignorance?
Aren't we suppose to find joy in our life?
Aren't we suppose to bring joys to others?
I don't know how to answer
I can't explain
It's so amicably mystery
For only God knows
For that I want to enjoy all the feelings
Regardless good and no good
So I understand and cherish God's love
For I am your slave
And your wish is my command
Monday, February 15, 2010
Mencari Jalan Yang Lurus
Sudah terlalu jauh perjalanan
Sudah terlalu gelap penglihatan
Mencari jalan yang lurus
Mencari jalan penyudah
Mencari jalan yang satu
Tapi semua usaha takkan menjadi....
Jika dusta beraja di hati
Jika ketidakjujuran teman sejati
Jika pembohongan tidak berhenti
Hakikatnya...
Bila hati bersih dan suci
Bila hati ihklas dan jujur
Jalan yang lurus pasti menanti
p/s: KisahCintaKlasik | Aku hilang dalam terang
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Hanya kau Bisa Mengerti
kerana kau terlalu istimewa; ku serahkan segalanya
kerana kau sangat kusayang; ku korbankan segalanya
kerana kau sangat ku kasih; ku ingin hidup denganmu
istimewanya dirimu kerana melengkapkan diriku
sayangnya aku padamu kerana menjadikan aku setia
kasihnya aku padamu kerana hanya kau bisa mengerti
semuanya kerana kau adalah ciptaan terhebat untuk diriku
pengertian kasih dan sayangku padamu tak bisa ku huraikan
biar saja kau lihat bila kau lihat mataku
biar saja kau rasa bila kau lihat kalbuku
biar saja kau tahu bila kau memahaminya
namun
saat ini tak lagi ku rasa kau ada
saat ini tak lagi ku rasa kau mengerti
saat ini tak lagi ku rasa kau rasa
betapa jauh ku rasa walau kau hadir depan mata
betapa sepi ku rasa walau kau masih di sini
betapa sunyi ku rasa walau ku dengar gurau sendamu
kerana aku tak tahu bagaimana perasaanmu
kerana aku tak tahu apa yang kau mau
kerana aku tak tahu apakah kau rasa apa yang ku rasa
walau seribu benci di hatimu aku tetap sayang padamu
walau seibu ragu di hatimu aku tetap percaya padamu
walau seribu sangsi di hatimu aku tetap selalu setia padamu
semakin kau jauh dariku semakin dekat kau di hatiku
semakin kau melupakanku semakin aku rindu padamu
semakin kau membenciku semakin kuat kasihku padamu
kerana aku tahu dihatiku hanya kamu
kerana kau dewa hatiku
kau ciptaan terhebat untukku
p/s: KisahCintaKlasik | I still got the blues for you
Thursday, February 11, 2010
The Profound Sound
Every time we hear it (customarily we never realize when we hear it); its a glimpse of heaven, I think. Naturally we associate bore to being alone. But how many of us enjoy the silence of being alone?
Have we asked ourselves whether have we found joy in our life? Or brings joy to other people life regardless who they are. Why feel ashamed to admit we never have one? Why refuse to admit?
At times, when we think that we had joy, we forgot to thanked the almighty. Vice versa, only plea him to listen to our grievances. But we never feel ashamed to do that because we know that he always listen and the great magnanimous.
Let us pray our gratitude for being able to live our life to the fullest; even if we sometimes fail to realize the tiny little moments that just fly and fail to embrace the opportunity given. Let us sorry ourselves. No matter what, flush away the blame and remorse for us human make mistakes. Analyze and reform to a greater degree so that we can really feel the joy and content.
I wish, I will hear it one day....the whisper of the profound sound. The sounds of God.
p/s: KisahCintaKlasik | Shower me your love.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Friday, February 5, 2010
.....
Anyway, few days back, I was having trouble mending my heart. But now still, trying to let it go.
The metaphor of love, I concluded.
I realize that every second of my breath, myself is put to test. But still, I can't deny that the test is the real reason why I am still alive. Maybe to someone, I am ungrateful. But I don't give a shit to whatever you're thinking now. only me know myself.
I am seeking continual learning thru life but to certain 'people' I am no worthy. Nevermind....For every detestation, I thanked God for making me even stronger and wiser. For every challenge, lies an opportunity.
I admit that I been sad for too long. I have been asking why and why and why....
But, to my acumen, I have just to be myself and trust myself. Thank God for the wisdom.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Akan Kutunggu
Aku melayang disapa bayunya
Ketika hujan singgah
Aku kedinginan dibalut saljunya
Ketika matahari senyum
Aku kehangatan dipanah sinarnya
Ketika alam menyeru
Aku tersenyum dikhabar beritanya
Ketika kau makrifatku
Aku terfana dengan nikmatnya
Akan ku kutunggu...